Its Good to have a Big Dreams, but its frightening when suddenly became true...

I'm a big..big girl, in a big big world - Emilia 

Yups, that's what happening to me right now. Somehow, i realise why some people said, "Be carefull with your dream." 

Some people will say that its good, you're so blessed then..while the others will have another question following my wishy-washy thought.

I've been intimidated by my own wish. Frightening over what the upcoming next in my life. Or simply, I'm just afraid of loosing something that i never found.

Someday i became so selfish and going forward to make a harsh decision, but the other day i keep thinking about that dream again and again until i finally realised that i'm just afraid.

I will always talk to myself, its good to try anything and regretting after all instead of regret for not even trying. But, I cant have the same thought right now..

Yeah, Just like StepUp 3 quoted, "The most important decision in life is never easy"